The end
There is always the feeling of sense of relief at the end of every road.
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Galliano Donatella Dolce & Gabbana Boring. Marijuana Cocaine Heroin Boring. Caviar Escargot Dom Perignon Boring. Nothing thrills us anymore No one kills us anymore Life is such a chore When it's boring...
Went on a vacation in early January.
Whistler was awesome!
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Life has been treating me well - except I have been overworked lately. Currently I am on the train on my way
to work and just thought I'd update this.
I am looking forward to my vacation in January when I will be
spending 10 days in China (visiting my parents) and 5 days in Vancouver/Seattle/Whistler.
Christmas is coming up. D wants me to go to Listowal with him to spend
Christmas with him and his family. It is kind of strange, yet semi-sweet, that he wants me to
spend it with his family when we have only been official for two months.
I was talking to one of the managers on my floor and she said that guys, in general, know immediately (or much quicker than the girl)
if she is the one for him. Is that a valid statement?
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So I took a sick day yesterday for the first time in six months.
I tried to keep myself occupied doing stuff around the house. I also bought a couple of dress shirts from Mexx.
Then I found out that the time was only 1:30pm. I was so bored! It made me realize that I live
to work and cannot function when I have a random day-off.
The next time I will take a sick day I will make sure I am on my death bed ... probably
from overworking, ironically.
Now I understand why the investment bankers that got laid off from Lehman are drinking
from dawn till dusk because all of a sudden they have nothing to do everyday.
And these people probably had less of a life than I do since they work from 6am to 2am everyday.
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So I just need to get this out of my system.
During the summer months, why do office
buildings crank up the AC so much that I have to wear a cardigan at work and only a T-shirt outside?
And now that it is winter, I am even feeling hot with only a dress shirt. This makes no sense!
No wonder I am getting sick.
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It's a Saturday night and I am chillin' at home.
This is unprecedented.
Maybe it has been a rough week at work. I am sleep-deprived and I have no motivation to go out clubbing/lounging.
Actually I just came back from hanging out for a bit at Claire's. It was good to see her again and to catch up. She craved for the details of the break-up, and since she is like my (slightly) older sister, I had to tell her everything.
I am currently listening to Lounge For Lovers, Vol. 1 [CD 2]. It is a really nice compilation.
So I turned 24 today. It feels just like any other day except I woke up sore all over. I think that was my body telling me that I'm getting old.
I went out with some friends to Pravda Vodka Bar on Saturday. I didn't drink much. I think I have been consuming too much alcohol lately that I wanted a break.
On the relationship front, I am having some mixed feelings. I have a lot of unresolved issues when it comes to relationships. One of them is the fact that I am unable to let myself loose and fall in love. I have never been in love because I never felt it, but I might just call it quits with the only guy that I can see myself falling in love with. Yes, I realize that I am being chicken shit, but I can't help it.
Sigh. I can't believe I am submitting this entry from my BlackBerry. I have no leisure surfing time.
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So it really is the simplest things in life that makes it worthwhile.
D, the guy that I am casually seeing, took me hiking yesterday. He is the sporty type and I am totally not. What can I say - I loved every single bit of it. Even though I have never been hiking before and it definitely was not something on my agenda, I was surprised by how fun it was. There were no fancy restaurants or upscale lounges involved, but I definitely enjoyed it much more than the date with M.
work-life balance deprived.
